You want to build an intense sexual relationship? It's like building a bonfire. Not a spark struck in passing. Not a decorative flame yo...

Journal Entry – 2/21/26 When people stop talking to me, when the messages thin out and the silence stretches, something inside me starts pa...

The silence that demanded attention. Silence has a way of calling your name. Not gently— That missed call, the text that never comes. The...

Brooke is having trouble with school again and I feel so burnt out and worn down. After the last meeting at BJHS on the 24th that was a sha...

Dear Brandon, I tried to give you something you never had. I tried so hard to love the hurt out of you — to show you what safety feels like...

Unpopular Opinion: My favorite episode of Grey’s Anatomy is the one where Derek dies — or maybe the one after. That was ten years ago, and I...

To the Madison City School system: "You think you're special, you do I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Lo...

Regretting You Fourth Wing- - So we are in Zoom talking about the Fourth Wing.. Now I am not a GOT fan so am I going to like Fourth Wing if...

I am angry. Angry at how the world seems to hand out chances unevenly. My father lived most of a full life, deep in his addiction, hurting ...

Fake It Till You Make It Do they say fake it till you make it because eventually you start to believe in your own confidence? Do they say...

I’m trying to sleep and my brain goes Hey go get a moody cat and name it Poe (my socks have Edgar Allen Poe on them). Get another Hemingway ...

Day 64 — Finding Home I was talking with someone about my grief journey and she asked, “Is there anyone who feels like home to you?” With...

Hold Me I’ve got you. I’ll take you to a place where you are safe. Hold on to me— I will carry you to where love and laughter live, whe...

Self-love is something Brandon taught me, or at least something he helped me embrace. I’ve always been a naturally giving person—my instinct...

Long Live He used to tell this one EverQuest story with such light in his eyes. It was about the days when his guild would camp out, waiting...

  July 30, 2025 Mood (1 = Terrible, 5 = Peaceful/Content): 1 Grief (1 = Overwhelming, 5 = Calm): 1 Day 30 I am angry and resentful at my si...

  July 29, 2025 Mood (1 = Terrible, 5 = Peaceful/Content): 2 Grief (1 = Overwhelming, 5 = Calm): 3 Day 28  Today, Rick hit something while ...

July 28, 2025 Mood (1 = Terrible, 5 = Peaceful/Content): 2 Grief (1 = Overwhelming, 5 = Calm): 3 My scale also reflects the small tantrum an...

July 27, 2025 Mood (1 = Terrible, 5 = Peaceful/Content): 4 Grief (1 = Overwhelming, 5 = Calm): 4 I worked today. It was a quiet day overall...

I Am Kintsugi There’s a Japanese art form called Kintsugi, where broken pottery is repaired using lacquer mixed with powdered gold. Inst...