Note To My New Age Hippie Girl

I don't know how Tonia and Karla did it. I am just so tired of constantly crying and stressing. This deployment crap is hard... Especially when he says "doing it out of a sense of responsibility to my country and army yes" makes me want to just SCREAM! What a permenant dent in our marriage, 20 years of service, your son's childhoods weren't enough? Muahaha. I am just already stretched thin and I have what 61 weeks to go. 15 months something...Karla says she misses this blah!