Life

Well I miss my husband. I talked to him right before I had dinner at Jess's house. Its just real hard. Who would have guessed? But you know we are newlyweds. The best realtionship I ever had. He says just the right things and I still want and need him so bad yanno? Well maybe he will get to come home and I will have to deal with this 6 months from now? He says not to worry about the "What ifs" and the things I cannot change but its hard not to. I did have a really cool moment tonight. James getting off of work and we just started talking randomly. It was great. I feel like he finally accepts me.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr