Learning How to Bend

What song is stuck in your head this week?

Learning How to Bend by Gary Allan. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvfJb10oc0M




I have had some much worry over what could have been turned into regret. So much fear that I didn't make some of the right choices. Trying to remember to be thankful for what I DO have. I am asked, will you miss having a baby? No I won't miss having a baby. If I spend too much time missing a baby I won't enjoy the time I do have. Before I know it he will be seven with a sassy mouth that never wants to be home. Rick and I were overwhelmed just how fast its been lately. 17 months ago I found out I was pregnant. Over 6 months ago William was Christened and now I am planning his first birthday! Time to remind myself again to slow down and smell the roses a LITTLE longer. I know when to relax and just pay attention but maybe not enough?

I often wondered since we had to quick hurry and buy this house was it the right choice for our family due to Rick not having a job to pay for the mortgage next month... Then I am reminded it was in all God's master plans to introduce me to my neighbor because my life wouldn't be the same without them. Neither would be Skylar's (we are already deciding to get a plot of land with 4 houses so when Skylar and Aidan get married they will be a few steps away LOLOL)

My church is doing wonderful things in my life and there is a reason why I started going there a year ago. I could go on and on but I am learning how to bend and let Rick in. I can learn to pray. I can learn to let Rick try to do things and work with him. Team work makes dreams work :)

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I'm still learning how to pray

Trying hard not to stray

Try to see things your way

I'm still learning how to pray

I'm still learning how to trust

It's so hard to open up

And I'd do anything for us

I'm still learning how to trust



Chorus:

I'm still learning how to bend

How to let you in

In a world full of tears

We'll conquer all our fears

I'm still learning how to fly

I wanna take you higher

I'll be there till the end

I'll be your lover and your friend

I'm still learning how to bend



I'm just trying to understand

It's all in someone else's hands

There's always been a bigger plan

But I don't need to understand



Chorus:

I'm still learning how to bend

How to let you in

In a world full of tears

We'll conquer all our fears

I'm still learning how to fly

I wanna take you higher

I'll be there till the end

I'll be your lover and your friend

I'm still learning how to bend



I'll be there till the end

I'll be your lover and your friend

I'm still learning how to bend

I'm still learning how to bend

I'll be there till the end

I'm still learning how to bend